Two in One: Mindfulness is Good for You and Often Fun

Last week, I had the best time practicing “mindfulness”. Yes, I mean it. By learning to notice and savor the moment I was in, life became very juicy. Let me explain.

Working from home, I got to start my day listening to Deepak Chopra and Oprah’s Meditation Experience on Grace and Gratitude. When I was done, I sat on the deck off my bedroom, having coffee and enjoying the breeze and lush greenery. I had time to reflect on many things which escape me when I’m too busy including my gratitude for all I have, especially the people in my life I cherish. I even finished a book I was eager to read, “Artemis An Indomitable Spirit in Everywoman” by Dr. Jean Shinoda Bolen who led a retreat I attended 5 weeks ago in Montana which was awesome and inspiring. Click here to listen to Jean read from Artemis.

The highlight of the week though was going Friday to my colleague and friend, Ashley Nanney’s new venue, The Corner Gates, to tape some videos on health and healthy eating for her company, Feed Your Vitality. I showed up at 11:15 with agenda in mind but to “stay in the moment” and experience whatever unfolded. If you have participated in theatre or media before, you know that being “shot” (an interesting word) can be stressful, especially if you’re worrying about how it’s going to turn out. Actually, the hardest part was saying the name of my practice, Midwest Mind Body Health Center. Who knew?

Moving on “mindfully,” I stayed for several hours and enjoyed watching the presentations of other guests, savored a fabulous lunch in good company (as always happens there), and finally, got to sample a leche martini. Yum! Those are good! Little did I know when I showed up that morning, the day would be wonderful but by being present and letting the day unfuld, it was-mindful and fun. Two for one.

This week, see if you can stay present to the moment you’re in and notice what it brings. Listen to the mindfulness exercise which follows to help you “Stay in the Moment.”

Have a good week. Namaste.

“Without Mud, The Lotus Blossom Doesn’t Grow”-Thanks Katherine Stone

Katherine Stone is a tireless warrior, crusading for women with perinatal mood and anxiety disorders(PMAD’s) to “like the lotus which can only blossom in the mud,” turn the “unfortunate circumstances” of their life into something beautiful. She has inspired tens of thousands of women to accept themselves and be “transformed not trapped” by the experience of PMAD’s. A survivor of Postpartum OCD herself, she knows what it is to suffer but more important what it is to survive and learn to thrive.

In 2004, Katherine introduced her blog, Postpartum Progress to moms all over the world. Postpartum Progress is one of the most read blogs by women anywhere and has become an invaluable resource to moms and professionals in the PMAD community. In 2011, Katherine created the non-profit organization, Postpartum Progress, Inc. to spread the message that women need not suffer in silence, that help was available, and that through supporting each other, we can heal.

Next, she launched “Climb Out of Darkness,” in 2013. Held on or near the longest day of the year annually to help shine the mostlight on perinatal mood and anxiety disorders, the event features mothers and others across the globe joining together to climb mountains and hike trails to represent their symbolic rise out of the darkness of maternal mental illness and into the light of hope and recovery. This year, “Climb” participants raised over $240,000 to assist women who are still in the dark and have not healed yet.

Last weekend, she hosted the first “Warrior Moms” conference in Boston, attended by 120 participants, celebrating perinatal health, recovery and self-care. An opportunity for moms to once again transform the pain and suffering accompanying PMAD’s into the “compost” for nourishing their growth into a more resilient woman who knows that life can be perilous and finds the strength to carry on with her sister moms arm in arm. As Katherine would say, “warrior moms” supporting and caring for each other, bearing witness to trial and triumph and together, getting through.

From the community of moms and providers that you’ve served so tirelessly, Katherine, thanks so much! Also, a huge “namaste,” which means, “the light in me honors the light in you.”

For your practice this week, I encourage you to sign up for the Chopra/Oprah meditation experience which is about gratitude and grace. I’ve already joined and feel it’s one of their best programs yet. Click here and go to it directly.

Best to each of you. Namaste.

Self-Compassion Always: An Important Skill to Learn

Sometimes I think self-compassion may be the most important aspect of mindfulness that I teach. When students first come to class, they often judge themselves and worry what others will think of their practice despite my reminding them that there is no “right” or “wrong” way to approach mindfulness. Over time, they learn to treat themselves with more kindness and caring like they would a friend. Instead of evaluating themselves negatively, they learn to appreciate themselves and their effort regardless of outcome.

This is also true of many moms and especially women with perinatal mood and anxiety disorders who think they have to be perfect in order to be good moms. Last week, I got a FB comment from a postpartum mom about last Monday’s post on Paula Sims and it touched me so, I wanted to share it.

Here’s what she said,

“I think the mothers who are suffering with PMADs have not taken a freedom yet, and I am trying to get what I want and what I need, not what my culture wants. My culture tends to push a mom to be perfect, a supermom, and my journey to be a mom was not easy, and I felt I was a failure. In fact, my family said that what happened to me occurred because I was too inadequate and weak to be a mom. So, I hid my depression and tried to be a supermom and not to be weak but my illness got worse. Striving for perfection does not heal anything..

Finally, I put down my mask, speaking out to my friends and told  them I experienced Postpartum Depression and Postpartum Psychosis. I said it is a medical condition and was not my fault. This is not what I expected…I don’t care what people around me say now. That is my freedom, putting down my mask, to not be perfect and to forgive my self,,love my self which I am starting to do..I love myself and am accepting my depression as part of my life’s journey, not a disaster,,

I am glad Paula Sims has forgiven herself, and I need to learn from her. My psychosis was different than Paula’s, but still very strong. When my son died at birth two years ago, I believed I had killed him even though my doctor said it was not my fault but a genetic abnormality. When my daughter was born, I told myself I was evil because I could not deliver her vaginally and was unsuccessful in breastfeeding her.

Now I realize, ‘Hey it is okay not be perfect.’ I FORGIVE myself and that’s my freedom.  I will not let anybody tell me I’m a “bad mom” and lead me to do what I don’t want to..I have learned this.”

Your mindfulness practice for this week is to practice self-compassion always and gratitude for who you are despite your “imperfections.”  Please listen to the video which follows.

Best to each of you. Namaste.

Finding Freedom Wherever You Are

With celebrating Independence Day and returning from my women’s retreat, the question of “How do we become truly free?” has been on my mind. While many external circumstances seem to limit our freedom, I am increasingly struck by how much we “Imprison ourselves” through recurring thoughts, feelings and memories which is often called our conditioning. If Viktor Frankl could find meaning and choice in a Jewish concentration camp during the second World War, maybe we can too in spite of what may be happening in our lives.

So today, here’s an excerpt from my friend Paula Sims, whose babies died from her postpartum psychosis, and has been incarcerated in Illinois for the past 25 years. Listen to what she says with an open mind and compassionate heart. See what comes up for you and then practice the mindfulness exercise below if you’d like to explore this further.

“The other day while on a walk at the ‘Yard” I enjoyed the freedom of the great outdoors. I saw the freedom in a robin’s flight. I heard freedom in the rhythm of the rain As I stood under a tree. I felt freedom in the warm wind’s caress. It occurred to me that like the robin, rain and wind, I am also an expression of freedom.

Regardless of my circumstances, I choose to affirm my freedom. I experience freedom with my mind, body and soul. My unlimited spirit can never be bound by outer/inner conditions. One can’t bind peace, joy or love. I express my spiritual gifts with every thought of forgiveness, every moment spent with a friend/family and every word of kindness. As I share my gifts, I experience liberation, I’m free inside right where I am and it’s an awesome feeling…”

Now, here’s a mindfulness exercise about “liberating yourself” by not feeling stuck in negative or unpleasant thoughts, feelings and sensations. Practice it this week and let us know how it goes.

Best to you. Namaste.

Taking Time for Rest and Restoration

Taking Time for Rest and Restoration

I will be in Montana at a women’s retreat “Moon, Yin and Water” with Dr. Jean Shinoda Bolen from June 20-27. Before leaving on Saturday, I became aware of how much I need this. While I’ve been thoroughly enjoying life lately, it’s been a little too much “doing” and not enough being. Awareness reminding me it’s time for a break.

On the lighter side, Jean’s newest books “Crones Don’t Whine” is a perfect weekend or night-time read for women 55+ and honestly, it’s fun for all ages. I have read and re-read it many times since my daughter gave it to me last year for my birthday. Here’s an excerpt from it about “Choosing A Path With Heart.”

“To be human, is a body and soul experience unique to each person. On a physical level, no one is the same as anyone else. Each of us has our own unique story, the fulfillment of which has to do with choosing the path with heart. We come into the world with a particular disposition. The predispositions we unpack along the way in response to what we encounter…If we are spiritual beings on a human path, the answers to the questions that shape the journey do not come from outside of us, for the wisdom that knows is within us.”

I am excited and honored to spend the week with Jean and 29 other women on what I know is my soul’s path. Last week we asked you to think about yours with the 3 Soul Questions from Deepak Chopra, “Who am I? What do I really, really want? How my I serve.”

This week, keep asking and dedicate some time for rest and recharging when you feel physically, emotionally or mentally weary. Remember, the universe is here to support you. Take care. Namaste.

Thursday’s Cup of Comfort: Which Wolf Will You Feed?

A story I was looking for the past two weeks, showed up in my newsfeed over the weekend. I wanted to share it with you because it resonates with me, and what I believe is the truth of our existence. See what you think.

“One evening an elder Cherokee told his grandson about a battle that goes on inside all people. He said, “My son, the battle is between two wolves inside us. One is Fear. It carries anxiety, concern, uncertainty, hesitancy, indecision and inaction. The other is Faith. It brings, calm, conviction, confidence, enthusiasm, decisiveness, excitement and action.” The grandson thought about if for a moment and then meekly asked his grandfather: “Which wolf wins?” The old Cherokee replied, “The one you feed.”

Be aware of which wolf you choose to feed more over the next few days. Notice when you feed “Fear” and what motivates you? Likewise, when you feed “Faith,” what are you experiencing? Don’t judge yourself. Just be mindful of what’s going on.

Thanks Leslie Rauk (click here for more info) for posting this last weekend. Namaste.